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Wednesday, October 05, 2011

AND THE YWAM ADVENTURE BEGINS!!! (Saturday 1st of October, 2011)

I’ve arrived in Newcastle, and I don’t know what to think. It doesn’t even feel real. It feels like it should be another month, or more, away. Even whilst I was at the airport, it did not feel real, as if I was there for someone else’s departure/arrival. Who knew that it was really today that I’d be moving states.

So now I’m in Newcastle. Everyone seems really nice. I left the Brisbane airport (and Ruthie, who saw me off) at 2030 (8.30PM), after a 35 minute delay (caused originally from Melbourne-Brisbane’s flight). My carry on luggage felt bulky and heavy, so it was interesting being one of the last passengers on the plane, and being unable to find any space in the overhead lockers, thus resorting to squishing both handbag and green bag (full of stuff) underneath the chair, hidden with my pillow on top.

I feel like I’ve brought a lot of stuff, however, according to American standards, I’ve brought a small amount (being I only had one checked bag of 19Kg, and most have 2 or 3 checked bags). It’s crazy with the diverse cultures!!!

I sat next to a school teacher, Doug, from Newcastle, and some other guy who just read his e-book the whole time, and correlated facts from each other. It was really interesting, even though I wanted to just sleep, to learn some contacts of people and churches I can check out in Mayfield. He was shocked to know that I was going somewhere where I didn’t know the people, didn’t know the course work, didn’t know what I would be doing or what would be happening, or anything; and with the fact that I didn’t know who, if anybody, would be greeting and meeting me at the airport, I was offered a lift if no one turned up. Whilst I nervous about not really knowing him, it was nice to be offered the lift.

We arrived at the Newcastle Airport, which seems to be only one gate, after what felt like a ten minute flight, arriving at 2150 (9.50 PM). We walked from the plane, around two sides of the terminal, and into a small terminal area. After looking around and not seeing anybody, I grabbed my bag, turned around and saw two of my leaders, Jeremy and Tessa. I also met Jo Stevens, who is staffing ‘All Gen’ with Cookie, who had also come from Brisbane (although I did not know we were on the same flight, at the same time).

We waited for another half hour, for Camillia, who was coming from Canada, and after another twenty minute drive, we arrived at Lewis House (6-8 Highfield St) and boy does it have a history! The architecture is (wow) AMAZING!!! The whole building – kitchen, dining room, lounge, dorm rooms, showers, bathrooms, all loop together… there is no going outside . (I will mention more about the history of Lewis House in later post).

I was taken on a tour of the house, with one stop being the staff room (locally known as ‘The Den’). One of my leaders, Dieuwke, was sitting in the far corner, and got up to give me a MASSIVE hug, when she saw me. It was great. It was what I needed, to feel more welcomed, in such a new place, and I think has made me feel a little more at home.

Becca, one of the base’s registrars, and also one of the daughters of the family I boarded with for the last few months, came and also gave me a hug. It was all so nice.

I’m sharing a room with three other girls, two bunks, two cupboards, and on my bunk (chosen top, next to the window) there was a note, welcoming us and inscribed with a personal message from Dieuwke, with a vision or prayer she had seen from God.

Mine was “When praying for you there was a picture of how God lifted you up from the ground, with nothing touching you. Lightning where[sic] coming out of you, bright & brighter, as God was gently holding you. It changed you, like an old skin falling off and your inner beauty revealed. ‘See, I am doing a new thing’ (Isaiah 43:19)”.

I don’t know what it means, who it’s from and I am a little scared, but it is exciting.

Now I’m ready for bed, but am just staying up (in Room 38, same gate that I boarded) to greet Jessica Blair, who is arriving from Maui, Hawaii, any minute (0100/ 1AM) now. But I think it’s all going to be good. Familial, challenging AND growingly good!



(photos: top and middle - front door of our room, and who I share it with; bottom - our room, before we move in).
Hey guys,
I've made it to Newy (Newcastle) safe and sound.
I'm going to put a whole lot of posts up here, with hopefully some photos, but only when I have time... which isn't now.

Right now I will copy and paste some stuff that I have written up, when I've had free time, but haven't had internet access (which is most of the time - in regards to Internet) but yeah, I do hope to keep you guys involved, because whilst not all my support has been raised, you have gotten me this far, and I would love to hear how you're going, and also have prayer support, if you feel led, in this amazing God planned journey!

Looking forward to hearing from you (Note - I don't have much mobile credit, until the 11th of Oct, so if I don't reply it's not because I don't love you, it's just because I'm trying to save that money for an emergency) and staying informed on what's happening in your life.

Until next time,
God bless and stay sweet!

Monday, September 26, 2011

How Time Flies...

In all honesty, I cannot believe how quickly the time has flown...
With one wedding already been (Gordon, and Mum's), and one on its way (Peter & Gen's), it still feels like YWAM is months away still. However, I know this is not true...

Within 5 days, I will be flying to Newcastle, to begin an adventure of a life time! Whilst I feel that I am no where near ready, I know I will probably never feel ready to accept this mission (due to my high standards), so I am going into this mission fully trusting God!

Accommodation, transport, and friends, have all been stitched together by God's hands, to make me feel more at home (and also at rest). I don't have to panic about being forgotten at the Newcastle Airport (which sadly I had been previously), late at night, because I am catching the same plane from Brisbane, with two people. One being Cookie (Michael Cooke, from Sydney, Australia), who I have spent a couple of years getting to know, through Student Life's inter-uni relationships with Universities all around Australia and the World, and the second being Dieuwke, who is one of my leaders, both of whom are heading back to the Newcastle YWAM base. Thanks God. :)

I also feel a lot more at peace at fitting in at the base. I have been talking to a few of the girls and one or two of the guys, that I'll be sharing the journey with, and am discovering that we have similar fears. Fears of not fitting in; not knowing what to pack; not having the money all raised in time; not liking it; evangelising; not being spiritually ready; saying goodbye to friends at home, and wondering if we'll still be friends when we get back; etc.

I have also had fun explaining to some Americans and Canadians, the differences that Australia has, compared to their home country... it is really amusing, and eye opening, to realise the vast amount of differences there are in the western world, even though we have the same fast food shops, same clothes, same language and technology, and almost similarly the same culture. It's really exciting to know the experiences that are to be in store :)

My friends up in Toowoomba, have also decided to arrange a farewell party for me, which has touched me so unbelieveably, and the fact that there are more than 2 or 3 people coming to it, has also touched me, and encouraged me to keep going. It is all so close, and whilst I am nervous about the unknown coming, I am excited at learning to give all my fears and anguishes to God, and to learn to trust Him, in this adventure He has prepared for my feet.

Until another free moment in time,
GBUG
Kara

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Children at Risk (Battambang - Cambodia) Video

As most of you know, Cambodia has left an imprint on my heart, and will always tug my heart strings. This video was created by the Battambang (North East Cambodia) University of Nations (YWAM's tertiary study facility, similar to our TAFE, University, etc.), where it represents just a snipit of what Cambodia is like and the need that has not yet been filled in Cambodia, as well as other parts of the world!

This is something I know I am on this planet to do. What I cannot do physically, monetarily, or spiritually; I can do with the gifts God has given me. I want to genuinely care for those who are looking for love and a purpose in life. Whilst I still have not worked out what my purpose in life is yet, I am using what I have, and hoping God fills in the rest.

If we each do what we can, who knows what the world would look like!


Map of Cambodia, with Battambang in red.



Children at risk from uofnbattambang on Vimeo.

More to Come!

Hey all,
Sorry for not keeping you all up to date with what's been happening...
This is just a quick note to let you know that I haven't forgotten to write here, or to you, to say thank you for the support you have given me or prayers you have prayed. It is all super appreciated! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

I'm hoping in a week or so, that the busyness (with the events that happen, and you have to plan, with multiple weddings occurring before October) slows down a bit, and this is when I will fully update you all, to the extent that I can remember. But for now, this is my note to say, that there IS more to come.

God bless you, your family, and your week.
Until next time,
ciao!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

August 2011 Newsletter!!!



Dear friends and family,

How are you? Can you believe how fast these last few months have flown by?

I know I said that I would send a follow up letter in July, but with the announcement of Mum’s engagement to one very lucky Gordon Beckett, and their upcoming wedding before October; a friend’s wedding in October, in which as part of the bridal party there is a lot of tango-ing and twister-ing, in getting ready before I leave; wrapping up work at the refectory; moving house; getting in the quarter finals with the church soccer competition; watching and looking after my health; and fighting Centrelink, well let’s just say a lot has been happening and this letter has just taken awhile to be produced.

Thankfully God does not put us on the back burner when He’s busy. He always seems to have time for us and has our best interests in mind. For me, it’s been seeing God’s provision when things aren’t going as planned. To have, with your prayer and support, 39% of the full $8450 raised, without my follow up, is a God send. THANK YOU so much!!! It’s truly been a blessing and means I only need a further 8% ($648.55) before October 4, for the class/lecture phase, and then the rest (53%) by November 10.

Another thing God has been teaching me is conversational prayer and trusting Him; to not get caught on the nitty gritty bits in the Bible, as hard as that is for me.

So, for the next few weeks, these are my main goals.

• To learn to include God in everything. Telling Him what I’m feeling, when I’m feeling it.
• To trust, know and believe God will provide everything, including the remaining lecture fees ($648.55) before October 4; as is the same with the outreach fees ($4225), before November 10, 2011, whether that be through you, your prayers, or some other means, which only God knows, and in only God can I trust.

If you would like to support me, through prayer or finance, please let me know.

My email address is rakaah@gmail.com, this email is also my paypal account contact email. My

mobile number and postal address can be obtained from privately emailing me or leaving me a comment, with your forwarding email address. If you would like to directly deposit into my YWAM bank account please email me also for this detail.


Thank you for your prayers and support,

Until next time,
GBUG (God Bless U Good)
Kara Martin

A Working Process...

My aim, with this blog, is to give you an encounter of YWAM, God's footsteps and what is actually just happening in my life. I want you to share the YWAM experience with me, and I also want to keep a record of the growing that will occur. So, whilst I'm at YWAM, my goal is to update this blog, at least weekly, with what is happening, what I'm learning, what God is doing, the big stuff!!! It's scary, but it is going to be good! With just over a month to go, the pathway is slowly becoming more obvious! :)

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Arafax Deep ~ Crashings

This is one of the songs I was introduced to five years ago; I haven't listened to it for awhile but listened to it this last week and realised how applicable they are to my life, right now. If you listen to the lyrics, they represent one's cry for life. They represent my cry to God, for a life purpose and to go out and show His purpose to others.


The lyrics are as follows:
When this water flows down
From the side of only you
Can you take Everything that
I am holding on to tightly
And all this love
It will Crash just like you say
Cause your love
It will wash hearts away

This time the world hurts, we're looking for words to say

CHORUS:
Show me your meaning of Love
Show me the secrets to Life
And I'll crash in the rain
Your Love is all I need

Can I change all I am
Can I build a legacy
When I see everything that it was,
Was never what I needed?
When, When you take,
Will you take my heart away
Cause I need what you just
Have to say

This time the world hurts we're looking for words to say

Chorus x2

And when the window's closed, but the curtains blow
When the paintings done, You still see through
You will search my heart, I can rest my eyes
All this broken sight, just to see You

When the window's closed, but the curtains blow
When the paintings done, You still see through
And when the sands surround me, I fight the rain
But I will see it's just a frame.

Chorus x4

Friday, August 12, 2011

Prayer and Praise Points (Friday 12th of August, 2011)

I'm wanting to create brief sections in my newsletters on prayer and praise points. Three points I need prayer on, and three praise points for either prayer being answered, or something else that has happened :)

For example, three prayer points for me at the moment are the following:
1. To have my heart opened, so that I can hear God, know that it's God, and accept that it's God. To also be still enough (which means being able to shut down my over-working ticker) and silent enough to hear Him.

2. To get my health in order - physical and mental. To be able to control my diabetes steadily and not have it do random psychotic abnormalities, as it is doing at the moment. To not have the fear of a hypoglycaemic leading up to YWAM and whilst I'm on YWAM... to be short, complete healing would be nice, but my faith at the moment doesn't see it being possible... Mentally, to get into a pattern of speaking words of life into my life, and not letting satan get such a grip of negativity, poor self-esteem, etc. To not allow the depression to take the reigns in my life, but God to be the master of the carriage!

3. To trust that God will have the remaining 61% come in. That the lecture fees I need before October 4th (which I think is around $900) will come in time, and that Centrelink stuff is sorted ASAP.


PRAISE POINTS
1. 39% of support has already been raised.

2. God has become more of a front runner in my daily life, rather than the 'thing' I turn to only once a day, or when things aren't working out.

3. I'm actually now more excited for YWAM... even though I'm a bit scared... I'm REALLY looking forward to seeing God's footprints and how, when and where He moves! (and also meeting some really cool people)! :P

So I'm hoping to have this section in each of the newsletters I send out, via email or snail, so that if you don't have time to read the whole newsletter, you can read the summary of what's happening and what needs to happen. You can also join me in prayer, if you desire... the more the merrier :)

If you have any prayer requests, please send me an email... I'm creating a 5 year old idea of a prayer chart which I'm hoping I can stick on my wall, or something, where it's there for me to see and pray whenever I have a spare second, and would love to know how you're going/what's happening in your life. Just a hello would even be nice :) Looking forward to hearing from you!
GBUG